not feeling good

So right now I'm super sick. I don't get sick very often but when I do its brutal. My temperature today was
104 degrees! I really was in a lot of pain like I could barely move my body. I felt so weak
I mostly felt dillusional I was acting all sorts of weird. Which I believe I annoyed my girlfriend after awhile.
I feel really bad cuz she had a lot of shit to get done but she was busy taking care of me.
I could tell she was getting frustrated that she kept pushing everything back that she wanted to get done.
From that point it was one thing after another. It was like I ended up on the other side of the fence and
Don't know how. We just started butting heads and it really shot me down. I'm sitting here
By myself in my room while she's out side in the living room tryna take care of shit. I can tell
She's stressed cuz every other minute I hear her yelling at Marlee. I just wish she loosened
Up a little. When something bothers her its like a chain reaction to her whole night.
And for me I don't know if she's approachable or not cuz she's got this stone cold look on her face
Like she doesn't want to be bothered. And the bad habit I have is approaching the
Situation cuz I hate to be contagious to her moods. I don't know what I'm trying to get at
I just feel like a loser and I mess things up more than it already is. I'm just trying to start over
And be happy and not be so "on my toes" all the time. We got a lot of things going on right now
and we just need to get through it. We will get through it. I just want it to be as streess free as possible.
I just can't be picky. I'm trying to be supportive. I really am.

And if this sounded like I jumped around a lot.. I didn't proof read it. And I'm still delirious. I'm going to bed now I hope I'm better in the morning.