are fucked up. Don't usually remember them. Don't usually care to. Most of the time they're super boring and if I do remember them I'm like, "Why did I just dream about a bunch of people just sitting around my house not doing anything?" or "Why did I dream about school and sitting in clss writing a paper. There's cooler things that happen at school but I choose to dream about that?" But recently, I've been remembering them. And they've been suuuuuper vivid and real. just these past three days. The type of dreams where you wake up and check around and have to come back to reality from the "reality you thought you were in" (if that makes sense). And to be honest, they haven't been very good dreams. So the wake ups are panics. Panics that I lost grip of what-should-be. But then... everything is. And that's why dreams are fucked up. To have that ability to syndicate a false reality. Fuck you dream. That hurt my feelings lol jk but seriously. This is kinda just a spillage of my frustration without going into detail. It's not important what my dreams actually were, I'm just laying out the scenario. yezzir. First blog? Yes.
I think I'm going to change my blog title to "The pointless insight of Robert" yup yup later doods.
New Years
16 years ago
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I think sometimes though dreams don't mean exactly what you dream. They might give an indication of your thoughts but I don't think they're meant to be literal. So don't worry bout them bad dreams bub. :]
This is not a blog about me worrying about the dreams I did have. Which is why I did not express the dreams that I actually had. It was simply an expression on the "feeling" of the dream-like state of it feeling so REAL. you know? Just these past couple days its been so frequent that i feel like the state of my dream has been so vivid and strong, as if I was really living it. and then I awake in a daze tryna separate reality to the dream for that brief moment. I've even had a dream before that the whole world was wiped out and I was the only one left. Of course its not real and I'm not worried about it, but that feeling was so strong that when I woke up my mind was still stuck on the events of the dream being incredibly life-like.
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